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Friday, February 25, 2011,7:23 AM
tiring day
Hi yeah!
i'm back since 21 Feb=)
then busy with preparing some gifts for them,left with one photo=)
Yesterday,24 Feb 2011...finally, i get to visit all of them alr.
when i was walking into the gate,that kind of familiar feelling has suddenly all came back=)
i wish i can still be part of them=(
but reality that is something tht we can't change.
one more month, my new life is going to begin=)hopefully everything will go smoothly
Today, i went for an interview, i would never expect tht she asked me to start work this aft..haha.2 hours plus free time, i used that wisely.but is really boring!
my backbone is pain again,sat infront of the comp for 6 hours..OMG!
These few days, i can't sleep.,dunnoe y,maybe it is because i'm to free..haha.
hopefully tonight i can sleep well
alright, 2ml going to meet my beloved slc le...so happy..yay!
good night=)
Tuesday, February 8, 2011,8:43 AM
everything about me!!!
Hihi
Happy New Year!!!May this year of rabbit can bring happiness n blessing to everyone of us!Again, a new year, a new beginning for me!This yEar and finally i have graduated!
although i get an acceptable results but to me, i still think that i can do better. recently, i keep reflected back of the day of getting O lvl results. the faces of teachers, the look of my friends, the mixed feeling of myself. At that point in time, i can't help to tell myself that i will do well.but when i get back the results, i stunned. why? i don't know. As compare to prelim results, i did better.but maybe becos of expectation, i feel disappointed. erm, it's ok.everything has over. i can't change anything else. Anyway, i have told myself that as long as i can get at least B for my sciences and a pass for my AMath.I AM SATISFIED!!!although my HCL n CH didn't get what i expected.haix...life is like that. we will gain sth and we will lose sth too.It's fair!and i realised that i cried is not becos of i'm sad.but is becos of the feeling of relief.However. i would like to apologise to two teachers. I'm sorry that i didn't do well...but i have tried my best.really...
Next, i get into Leisure and resorts management at Temasek Polytechnic...Haix...should i be happy? yes, it is one of my choice but Tp is really the place that i can adapt into? because of the first impression of tp is not very impressive in my mind, that's why i seem to be so "pai chi" towards the schl. anyways, i have no choice to appeal too...maybe it's fate bah. beforehand, i spent a lot of time, asking for advice and then put in that course as my first choice and i have finally convince myself that i should go for it.i have also told sb that maybe that is a only path that i can get in t pursue my ambition, at least i din't give up this chance and don't want any regret. but in the end i didn't get in. is it fate to me??? i have no idea too. now, i keep telling myself that TP is also not bad la...many ppl get into the school too.at least some pppl are there for me.i will work hard!!!really as i told her that i will.
butmy ambition...how???is it just a dream of mine???whether i can be or not is another matter? i have no answer yet.maybe one day, i can ans this qn.
sometime,i really hate this side of myself...being undecisive and no confident...=s
throughout the year, i have been thinking of where to go, what course to choose but in the end, i'm nowhere. i gave up DPA is it really becos i don't like the course? or becos i want to go jc? if i don't like e course, y did i choose that in the first place.i really don't understand what i have been thinking,keep changing.so annoying!!!aiya,it is so funny, eversince i out for work, my mindset have changed!i don;t want go jc anymore...u see,always change. i hate it!y can i just stick with one thing and go for it????????????????????????????????????????????????/\
31 Jan 2011, is my last day at Noel. I felt so sad when i said goodbye to all of them. time flies, i still rem the first day of work, i don't noe anyone.i also tought that she is very fierce..she has high expectation and making me felt so tired to go n work...i wrote in my note book, i ---- this job! when she scold me.but, after that day, we get closer and went through thick n thin 2gether. when i made a mistake by making assumption, she didin't scold me, instead she talked to me nicely.i felt so sorry and paise.i like every dinner time when we all sat down and chat while eating... i can see the other side of them. I like the way she smile,really making me feel so heartwarming...she drove me home when we worked late, ate together, care foe me when i'm sick due to the air-con room.huh...really appreciated!she msg me touching words during the last day...and finally , i filled thw blank in the note book became- i LOVE this job!!! and now i miss her alot=) i will always rem what she had ever said- "you can ask me anything that u r not sure about, learn from mistake , so that you will really gain from it."she would always shared with me some life experiences, she said we must learn hoe to take thing easy and move on!!!i will study hard de..thanks ya!!!loved!
Okay, i shall stop here...good night=)
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