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Wednesday, June 9, 2010,5:29 AM
happy birthday to dear joanne=)
today, i received a chocolate, time-out!
pay first, play later...give urself a time-out for a break after studying...have to!jiayous...gampateh yos!
today, we gave joanne a surprise!haha...went to her house, ate cake and had fun.i love this feeling, when we are together, i have no troubled and really can LOL.haha...happy 6-love ya!=)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE
LOVE
jjs^^
endure!
,4:58 AM
me again!
hi...i'm appear again!
these days, i was busy with school intensive and some stuffs regarding my future=p
i suddenly realise tht there isn't much time left for me to stay with my friends, there isn't much time left for me to have fun and relax, there isn't much time left for me to study in GDLS, and ofcourse, there isn't much time left for me to prepare my o lvl...
ENDURE, PERSERVE,CONFIDENCE IS WHAT I REALLY NEED!AND LUCK^^
my only motivation is what ppl have expect on me, their words,encouragements are the power for me to stand up whenever i failed!
1% motivation, 99% pespiration...which i totally agreed!
but sometime,hardwork doesn't really pay off..this is where i find rather diff for me to move on..i have changed!finally, not the sec 3 jeslyn anymore...always feel so hopeless...but now i can see light-haha=)good thing isn't it?
however, fear of failure is my motivational...whenever i think of that, i always tell myself i must take action and do sth tht i won't regret anymore...i must do it!no matter what, esp what i have promised to...i must!!!
during the honours' day, i rem that what they have said to me, and what i really inspired to be...thesee are my goal!
sometime, distraction,temptation really make me break my promise,plan...but i can't control..
DISCIPLINE-is what i really can't achieve..the real discipline.
These days, i have been thinking alot, realised that growing up is not a good thing after all, i have to make big decision in my life which i fear of the outcomes that i will face...i have thought of the OSO period, i was fun,several occasion i have been doing in school...miss it yeah!
Thinking back, i felt how silly i am ,when all my tears roll down almost in the full year of 2009. i dunnoe y, but really a stepping stone for me to be more mature,more independent and face the REALITY!which can't change nomatter how hard i tried.
suddenly, i don't feel like graduating anymore, i love sec life, i will definitely miss everything^^
anyway, these can't change anymore...it is a reality again...
i miss my mapa so much..but i scared i will disappoint them...
these day, sb told me how tough it would be after term 3,how my life wouild change base on my decision...i was so pondered..what will happen?
what will happen in a few months time, am i be able to success and walk out from the failure in my life???how?we shall see...
love
jjs